Tough love

You love yourself.

You can't help it.

So what if you also can't help berating, hurting and blaming yourself.So what if you can't help fighting with yourself the most, and losing too. So what, if you are sometimes ashamed of what you are , were, have become or will probably be.
And so what if you sneer at yourself the most, enslaved by your own guilt.

Despite all that you wouldn't want it any other way. Cos secretly you are proud of what you are. It is you after all .YOU.

And if you had to live your life all over again, you'd chose the same fork in the road, go to the same places, be with the same people, listen to the same songs, you'd make the same mistakes .All over again.

You would always be the one who'd love to hate you the most and hate to love you the most.

And you just wouldn't be able to help it.



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