Smoke

Its not like its not hazy any more.It probably is more than ever before.

But now she knows better.About this smoke that isn't without a fire. And that it isn't necessary for her to breathe it.To lose her way in it.She has to find the fire though. No doubts about that. She needs that fire to hold on to, to warm herself, to burn in.

Wonder why she loves the winter more than summer then, if she's fascinated by fires so much? Is it cos of how cold she really is ?

She's probably asking for too much of herself.

The smoke won't clear if the fire is to burn.




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